Bayou La Terre

woken up, hungover

                    with my head turned

                                  just so

 

no service here

                    the buntings, oblivious,

                                  calling each other close

 

oh god, I never meant to be

                    jealous of a bird

                                  of the way

 

the wind lifts

                    and holds each call

                                  pulling it through

 

the cabin window

                    past the pale moon,

                                  the water tupelo half-

 

submerged and treading 

                    time, past the tangled

                                  passionflower vines

 

still, whole

                    seasons away from

                                  blossom. Eyes closed

 

I picture

                    her face, open

                                  my mouth

 

 

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I am most drawn to Minnie Bruce Pratt’s river poems. A river ecology is a disorderly ecology in that multiple elements meet: air and water, human and more-than-human. Each element is powerful and resistant; it becomes more itself and also adjusts and melds.

In this poem, I have tried to adopt Pratt’s river poetics, embracing surprise, adaptability, and willingness to concede control. As with poetic form, humans have tried for millennia to tame rivers—building dams, locks, spillways, and more—yet the water always resists.

I hope this, too, is a poem of resistance. They are of queer love and being in-between, embracing the urge to catalog objects rooted firmly in a specific wild southern landscape while longing for another world.  —S.B.

 

 

INTRODUCTION

REEB by Cheryl Clarke

Memento Mori by Alexa Garvoille

Overcome by Nancy Kang

Petals by Kai Coggin

Fimmene, Fimmene by Jessica Rae Bergamino

Bayou La Terre by Stacey Balkun

Become, or whatever marriage is equal to is not nearly enough by Alexis Pauline Gumbs

Never the Devil’s Advocate by Margaret Randall

 

Stacey Balkun is the author of Sweetbitter (Sundress, 2022). Her creative and critical work has appeared in Attached to the Living World, Best New Poets, and Mississippi Review, among others. Balkun holds a PhD in literature from the University of Mississippi, where she was awarded the Holdich Scholar Award. She has been granted fellowships from the Modern Language Association, PEN America, and the Helene Wurlitzer Foundation in support of her writing.