I’m Here Now & Atlanta, USA

 

Atlanta, USA

 

This is what it looks like. To be moving in

every direction at once.

 

Punching through July heat

I must have lost my keys. Kicked in the door

 

and locked it behind me. Another session. 

Computer therapy. 

 

To be vast in every sense of the word. That’s right, I made it.

Look mom, all the things I couldn’t tell you behind dad’s back.

 

I tell my students: This is how you write your memories.

Take notes, I know what I’m doing.

 

Did I say that right?

 

America, America. Please listen. I am not human.

You heard it here first. Put it on your timeline. Come get

your race-card. Tell me I’m wrong.

 

Broke the couplet pattern. Had my usual nightmare

I was drowning in a glass tank. Am I doing this right?

 

Atlanta, what happened that night? Six Asian women

murdered while half the world slept. Fuck it.

 

I’m staying inside until white men get their shit together.

K-pop is on the rise. I got those blue eyes on me.

 

BTS doing God’s work if he ever did any.

My face on the stage while our sisters are 

 

being slain. Look dad, I made it. 

You were right when you said writing makes 

 

no sense. Six Asian women dead.

I guess it was a really bad day 

 

for him. He was a victim of addiction. 

America, please listen. I am not human. 

 

You heard it here again.

 

Mark Kyungsoo Bias’s work has appeared or is forthcoming in AGNI, New England Review, Gulf Coast, Cero Magazine, The Adroit Journal, The Offing, The Common, and the website of the Academy of American Poets, which awarded him the 2022 Joseph Langland Poetry Prize, among other places. The recipient of scholarships from Bread Loaf, Tin House, and Kundiman, Bias received his MFA from the University of Massachusetts Amherst.